SIKEN MEME || PLEASE I LOVE THIS ONE
laurence looks down at his hands. fingers curl slightly and he stretches them out, plucks at a loose thread on his jeans. robert, he thinks. this is about robert. he’s not sure how that makes him feel, how it SHOULD make him feel. that joseph’s previous affair affects this– whatever it is.
❛ it doesn’t have to, ❜ he says quietly, looking back up at joseph from under his lashes. ❛ we can– THIS can be different. ❜ if you let it, he doesn’t say.
in the end, joseph has to make the choice. he can make it different, if he chooses. but somehow, laurence doesn’t think this will go in his favor. joseph isn’t going to change things just for him. if he didn’t leave mary for someone like ROBERT, there’s no way he’s gonna do it for someone like LAURENCE.
he shakes his head, fingernails biting into his palms as he curls his fingers tight. bitterness fills his chest, coats his tongue. it’s not fair. joseph isn’t HAPPY. laurence KNOWS it. and yet– and yet his STUPID sense of loyalty or faith or whatever the fuck holds him back.
❛ you’re an idiot, joseph christiansen. ❜
attraction meme || accepting
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✧✧ | Sexual Attraction
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✧✧✧ | Romantic Attraction
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✧✧✧✧ | Crushing
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✧ | Squishing
✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ | Sensual Attraction
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✧✧✧ | Aesthetic Attraction
Low ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ High
Hover over the names for explanations.
hands sink into thick white fur and laurence laughs as his dog tries to barrel him over. a wet tongue drags over his face and he pushes at the dog, wrinkling his nose in mock disgust.
❛ ugh, chase, stop!! ❜ his protests go unheard as a tail starts wagging. ❛ gross. you’re the worst. ❜ he ruffles chase’s fur and grins at him, putting on a happy tone ❛ who’s the worst boy?? who’s just the WORST boy?? ❜ chase barks happily and pulls away to chase his tail excitedly.
a shadow falls over him before he can move to grab his dog and he looks up.
❛ joseph. ❜ his voice stays carefully neutral even as his heart jumps into his throat. ❛ what can i– ❜ it’s then that he notices the look of PANIC on joseph’s face.
FOLLOW ME BACK U JERK
I DID NOW WRITE ME A STARTER U JERK